Maybe all of us dreamed to have a better relationship with anyone else... Maybe all of us longed to maintain a healthy feeling towards one another... and maybe all of us wants to get along well with all the people that we may encounter along the way.

Obviously because we all love PEACE. Who wants to fight against anyone else anyway? Not unless, you are not on your mind today.

It is even much better to maintain a symbiotic relationship not only with other people not so close to you but to your love ones especially!

That was my ultimate dream.

The hardest fight to make up is the fight with your love ones. When painful things have been said already, when misunderstanding arises, indeed it is really hard to patch up. When we are hurt by our love ones, it is the most unbearable thing that could happen. These are the people whom you grow up with for so many years. These are the people that you cry with and laugh with since time immemorial... These are the same people who could tell so much about you and who could be so proud of you at the same time.

If you felt like you are being misunderstood right now, I feel for you.

If you felt like you are in pain right now, I feel for you...

Just bear in mind then that in every ordeals, there are lessons that we could learn.

We might be misunderstood sometimes but it shall come to pass...

Yes, it will really come to pass whether you believe me or not.

image taken from Google

I should tell myself over and over again, that this will come to pass.

After all, as the song goes ♪ there's a rainbow always after the rain ♪


Mind you, rainbow symbolizes a Blessed Hope!

"If symptoms persist, consult your doctor"

And exactly that was what I did yesterday. It's been almost or maybe more than a month already that I have suffered and endured hard cough by taking (based on my own prescriptions) cough med, syrups and herbs. However, my condition does not improve (positively). My huggy accompanied me then to Dr. Irnie Dave Obias. He said I have Allergic Bronchitis and he prescribed me with, well FOUR kinds of medicine that I need to take for straight FIVE days. And IF, the symptoms STILL persist, I need to go back to him for an X-Ray recommendation (ouch!). Good thing he does not charge me with a consultation fee (He is a family friend of my huggy- to my advantage) plus I got a discount of almost P300.00 for the medicines (what a blessings indeed). 

I tried to learn about Allergic Bronchitis, as I have only known Allergic Rhinitis (which I experienced last December). So far based on my research, I have learned the following:

Allergic bronchitis is a type of asthma, which causes the obstruction of the airways when the bronchi or the air passages of the lungs become filled up with mucous during an asthma attack. Respiratory illnesses have significant effects on the lives of millions of people. It can be acute, when it is a short term illness and easily treatable. In allergic bronchitis, both asthma symptoms and allergies are present which can cause hay fever and allergic rhinitis. By far, the majority of cases of bronchitis stem from viral infections.

Allergic bronchitis is manageable, however if you have this illness you must also be aware that it can be dangerous at times. It is important that you know how to deal with it whenever you are exposed to unexpected allergen, like taking medications with you at all times in case of emergency.

While everything stated above is TRUE, my Doctor also said that allergic bronchitis is also caused by STRESS

Well, I would say that it is not really that manageable AND so annoying too. I experienced waking up on the middle of the night. My doctor also said that one cause of this is the smoke we inhaled from the cigarette. Indeed it is very TRUE. SMOKING is one of the things I hated the most. I cannot help myself but nag sometimes whenever I am in public vehicle and someone else is smoking. Passive smoker (referring to us, non-smoker- the official inhalator of their smoke) is more in danger compared to those who actually smoke if disadvantages will be the issue.

So, for those who cannot help themselves from SMOKING, please respect those people around you. Be sensitive. Smoking can kill, not directly but indirectly. Thou shall NOT kill.

Have mercy on us. 

Being involved in procurement section is a tough job. Everything is documented from what was being discussed and what was being agreed by the procurement Committee. Taking down notes and documenting everything has become part of my lifestyle as staff of Bids and Awards Committee (BAC) in our school. Jotting down all the key points during BAC session is not easy. There are instances that I cannot capture what has supposed to be captured. Good thing my Boss has his own voice recorder. However, I still need to have my own considering that it is very essential in my job.

It is quite difficult to find a digital voice recorder of high quality. But there is one that I am pretty sure you will really love as well. It is the one manufactured by Record Your Life Inc. (RYL). This company is a professional manufacturer of security products that is why we can have a full guarantee of assurance of all their security products just like this Digital VoiceRecorder 510 Plus. It has the following features that are really cool and user- friendly too: 

- Automatic Telephone Recording ON/OFF via Telephone Adaptor

- Secret Recording with No LCD Display and Vibration on Recording On & Off

- Large LCD size and good visibility

- Recovery of Erased files by mistake

- File Management by recording date and time

- Hearing Aid Function

- Recording Compatible with every telephone & cell phone

- Long time recording up to 260 hours and a whole lot more useful features.

Indeed this unit is suitable and highly recommended for recording phone call, class, business talks, law matters and even cell phone. Just the right features that I need for my job. Visit their website for more details

For the past few days, I became idle in joining memes that I almost forgot my own hosted meme, Picture Perfect (please join with me) every Thursday!Thanks to my loyalists (lol!) for reminding me.

With all the memes around the globe that I've been joining, I encountered another one from Mama M of My Little Life.

It is so simple to join. Every week she will be posting five questions and all you have to do is just simply answer that one and post it right on your blog. 

So for this week, these are my answers to her given questions:

1. Can you drive a stick shift?

- Unfortunately, I do not know how to drive (even a bicycle), so definitely NO.

2. What are two foods you just can't eat?

-Exotic foods (like cultured cockroach and other insects ;), durian fruit

3. Do you buy Girl Scout Cookies? What is your favorite kind?

- Nope, i haven't tried it yet but it sounds so sweet and delicious.

4. How do you pamper yourself?

- Have my toe nails and hair rebonded at the salon

5. What is your nickname and how did you get it?

- Jackie. Actually it is only the spelling that was changed. It used to be Jacky before, way back in high school days. Though some old acquaintances called me Jack-jack. However, I am working out the "eikcaj" (spelled backward as jackie) on which few of my church mates have called me that way already ;)

How about you? I know you've got different answer as mine. So join with us and have fun!

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Sorry for being so late... and thanks to Gene for reminding me as well.

This picture was taken right after the True Love Wait Concert Symposium in our church... 

Super duo couple: Mark & Joey, Huggy & Me!

I always keep this verse in my heart. I may not able to memorize it verbatim but the context is very clear to me. When things seems not in accordance to all my plans, this is the first thing that God will impress into my heart followed by what I firmly believe that EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON.

Recently, I went through a lot emotionally. Though it wasn't over yet but I am still hopeful that soon I can get over it and everything will be okay. I was also confronted with my future plans together with my significant other. I am the pessimistic type trying hard to be positive by all means. Though we are working on it but at the back of my mind, it is God's plan that shall prevail. 

"Many are the plans in a man's heart, but it is the LORD's purpose that prevails."

(Proverbs 19:21, NIV)

Yes indeed.


I knew that if it is really by His will, everything will work out smoothly. Even at this very moment as I wrote this piece, I can hear God's whisper in my ears "It is not your thoughts nor your ways, It is all MINE".


Not unless, He will grant it out of His Permissive Will instead of His Perfect Will. 


Well, I would still prefer for His Perfect Will, no matter what.


Amen.