Experiencing God's Faithfulness

How wonderful it is to feel God's presence all the time wherever you go. Even if you are in the midst of adversities you cannot feel the pain all because you can feel God's hand holding yours. You are never alone in your journey. That is how faithful God is into our lives.

Looking back from where I came from, I can see God's traces of His footsteps following me. He never abandoned me. I am the type of person who was once very pessimistic and does not truly believe the thing called "Prayer". Every time I uttered my prayer before, doubts will always follow... "Will God really hears my prayer?" I am so very anxious with a lot of things particularly with my future... "What will I be after graduation?" "Will I ever get married? with whom? Isn't he like my father?". These were just some of those questions that boggling my mind before.

I have so many doubts and frustrations as well. I have so many failed relationships... forgotten friendships. I never value other's feelings before. It's not really a big deal for me to hurt other people. I am not really mean, I am just quite numb, unmindful of the pain I've caused.

God sees all those things... He absolutely called my attention for all those things I have done before. He never let go of me until I take heed of His call. He is so persistent. He never give up. Then little by little I can feel that He made a new person within me. He eventually changed my life's perceptions. God is slowly changing me into a person that He wants me to be.

He removes those fears and doubts that was ruining my heart. Slowly he revealed to me His Sovereignty. He taught me how to stand whenever I get stumbled and to whom will I run when I am in trouble. He never forsake me. I may still have shortcomings right now but God already showed me the way to overcome it all- HIS WORDS. Yes, He taught me to feed on His Words everyday. He taught me to fill myself with the Holy Spirit. God is slowly putting my life back to order.

I am so very thankful of God's faithfulness into my life. Now that I am married, the more He showed me how to keep that faith and trust for Him. He always provides when we felt like we're empty handed. He always directs when we are seems lost. Indeed, He never left even a single minute on our side. He is always there, watching us and guiding us on our journey. He is taking over our lives. He is now in control! The feeling of being taken cared of and being loved was there. it is so real because God is real! Thank you so much for your faithfulness my Loving God. Now I am totally secured in your presence and love. ♥